Saturday, August 21, 2010

Something, Everything, Nothing

Status : on top of the world (quite literally)

You have butterflies in your stomach, and you know it's not because your flight is taking off. Your head is all dizzy, and as you take off, watching the whole world become smaller and smaller until it disappears all together, you feel as if you could actually FLY. That's how happy you feel.
Maybe it's because you're in LOVE, with life, with the beauty of the world, with just about everything! You feel as though, with every heart beat, you're actually LIVING IN THE MOMENT!
And yet, with a pang of irony, as you read the paper, you wonder how there could be hatred in a world so beautiful, so full of feelings. You look around and you think, if everyone knew such bliss, and remembered it, perhaps there wouldn't be any wars, perhaps people wouldn't kill each other, perhaps the world would be so much of a better place.
But even with those thoughts, lingering at the corner of your mind, you think of your own DOUBLE RAINBOW, and you remember these lines you read somewhere, and how true they stand :

Look at the rainbow when things go awry, and remember the beauty you have seen in the sky. Reflect on it's promise, and think, as you do, of the joy and the hope that are waiting for you. For rainbows are simply reminders we see, of god's endless love, for you and for me.

Status : spiritual


The little things

like drops to form an ocean
like atoms to form an element
like leaves to form a tree
like clouds to form the sky
like bricks to build a house
like love to build a home
like thoughts to create a vision
'The little things' - they give you away, and they make you.
We are all so obsessed with the big picture, that more often than not, we neglect to look at what they're made of.
Whenever I have a dream, it's not the story that stays with me when I wake up, it's the small details - a particular feeling, a strand of hair or those whispered words. Whenever I'm day dreaming, it's the small things that I find myself building upon - the view, the dress that I love, the thumping of my heart.
And they keep building up to form that big dream, that everyone sees. But only I know, that the true essence of those dreams, lies in the small things.
The vastness of the sea, the majestic height of the mountains, the never-ending sky that holds a million stars with millions of wishes upon them, they really tend to make you feel little, meaningless, don't they ?
I find my self rising, spreading, growing with them. I wonder how I can feel so small, and so all over the place at the same time ? I feel like I can turn into the wind and gently graze your cheek, or become one with the sky to watch over you. I feel we're the same, the Earth, the sky, the wind, the sea, and me.
And I believe that that is how we're meant to feel. The great things that seem to us 'great' are not supposed to make us feel small or inferior. Instead, they ought to remind us of what's inside us, what we can be, what we're meant to be.
Why do we have to contain ourselves and try to shrink ? There is nothing enlightened about that. We are born to make manifest the glory of god that is within us. To show that we are the little things in the world, that are - everything.
It is our light, not darkness, that most frightens us, We ask ourselves, 'who am I to be brilliant, talented, beautiful and gorgeous'? Actually, who are you not to be ?

Status : spirits dragging

You feel blue. grey.
uninspired.
You worry, what if it's not enough ?
You worry, about what's to come, if you will have the strength to stand through it.
You feel as though you're watching the whole world through a tinted screen.
People come and people go, but you're left there, stranded.
The funny thing is, nothing is even stopping you! You are perfectly capable of moving ON, discovering more. Then what is holding you back ?
you yourself.
And that is when you remember.
And that is when When someone comes along and makes you realize the reason why you have to keep going.
The reasons you know, but have forgotten.
And a poke is all that you needed.
Because, you're ready now. with your chin up, and your back straight, and a smile on your lips.




Wednesday, August 4, 2010

We all have times when we feel a little too overcome with emotions. This was written at one such time....so I guess, it comes straight from the heart.



You're beautiful. Every little piece love. And don't you know, you're really going to be someone. Ask anyone.
And when you find, everything you looked for, I hope your life, lead you back to my door. But if it don't - STAY BEAUTIFUL

I'm all of 15 years of age, and if someone says that I don't know much of love, I'd say they were wrong. I don't have to think about it to know, that all my life, I've only been loved.
I can't remember precisely what my hard times were, I can only remember you being there. I don't remember what exactly you said to me, but I do remember laughing and crying at the same time. I remember how safe you made me feel when I had been feeling so helpless. I remember how just talking to you (even if I wasn't listening), send me positive vibes. I remember what it felt like to see a tear roll down your cheeks........
So if anyone says I'm a good person, or a good friend, it's only because you made me want to be good. You made me want to care, you made me want to be there, to just hug you and tell you everything was going to be ok. Because how could it not ? with people like you still here ?

I LOVE YOU, because of the simple fact, that, that is the only thing I can do. We have to feel, and believe in order to get somewhere, to be someone. If I didn't love you, what would I be ?
A drifter without a home, a solitary bird in a flight to nowhere .....

Do you now why I believe in spirits, in souls ?
That's because if I close my eyes, I can feel you right beside me. Not your physical self, your SOUL, what you're made of! And that's what gives me my inspiration...
Even if we don't talk as much, and no matter what happens, you'll always be there in the most important things in my life...you'll always be in my dreams, and hopes and in my heart, because you are what they're made of. And in that way, I'll always carry you through life as a part of me.....
I am truly glad to have known you. You gave me something no one else could.
=)


Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our sols to dance.
They make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for a while, leave footprints on our hearts,
and we are never ever the same.